I do have something in mind, but I question
on whether I willing to stick
to it or not. I do not want to end up being a nobody!
that would be something that makes me mad in the
end
I will feel like a failure
if I do not.
I want to feel good about myself n want to hold myself in the esteem specially used to hold myself into hell. I want to stop rating myself on the scales of social definitions want to be my own master. I do not want to be at the mercy of the externals. I want to be in control. I do not want to be helpless. I want to smile. I want to feel happy. I want to dance like nobody is watching me to be in the moment. I want to love myself. I want to take pride in myself.